Sunday, May 8, 2011

Thoughts

Alright, So I have been thinking, like usual. I have been thinking about what it takes to be in a relationship. Listening to "No one's gonna love you" by Cee-lo. Don't we all feel like that. No one will ever be capable of the love I have for someone else. To me, that translates as no one is gonna work as hard as I will. Maybe that is an unfair measurement of love. But when I think of love I think of devotion and loyalty that exceeds the necessary. That could be because ti proves my worth to the other person and myself. I also really love to see the person I am with happy. I want life to be easier because I am there. I work so damn hard at everything I put my mind to-I have too many jobs. It is amazing to me that love could be anything else. Either way, I digress. I am in love with showing someone I care-I was so damn stricken by fear my whole life to show love to people. So here are some keywords I am thinking of here-my thoughts are moving at quite the clip and keywords is all I can do to keep up:
Synchronicity
Fate
hard work
true love
catastrophising
living
memories
grief
colloquy
rhythm
universality.
Ugh this is how I think...thus why blogs kill me. There is a bit of the Jem
-me

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