The thrill has gone away.
I sit here tonight with a world in shambles.
I look at where my relationships have led me-at what I have thrown away. I know it was what I needed to do to get to the point I am now. My life is holding strong, but the one piece I asked God himself for so long ago in that house on Parrish Avenue is...well...it's perishing. How Ironic?
I guess I wonder how things can get so far from what they were. Disillusioned I am giving up on a dream. I gave it a fighting chance and now it's extinguished.
Love is great and I want it. I won't hurt this much for my fairy tale. Someone will give me the love I want sans the pain. One day.
I don't have anything epic to say. I am heartbroken, happy, relieved, disillusioned, tearful, grievous...I wish my mind would pick one.
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